Hi, i'm new here, obviously. I'm here because I'm a cutter, I've been doing it for 2 almost three years and my current boyfriend has made me promise to stop. I don't know if I can, or even if I want to. I'm a manic depressant, and slightly psychotic. I've been on an anti-psychotic for a year now, and I don't know how much it's helping...but I guess i'm still alive, so....eh, whatever. Anyhow, would like to talk to someone who doesn't know me, yet knows how it feels to depend on something to destructive to survive everyday existence.